Bubble Festival

I have gone deep in many tournaments in the last week, a few small cashes, nothing of significance. I will continue to strive and improve my game. UB has completely changed the entire tournament schedule, adding great guarantees with smallish buy ins. The pro is that there are huge overlays; the con is that the players create a minefield and it is difficult to bob and weave through it. However, I have fared pretty well in smaller buy in tournaments, so I hope that I will have many cashes with UB's new schedule. It has definitely encouraged me to play on their site more often.

I have also reconsidered starting up my own law practice again. I struggle back and forth. One of my biggest tragic flaws is my indecisiveness in life. I can never make a decision about anything, down to what to wear, what to have for dinner. Ironically, decisions during a tournament about how to play hands, etc, come fairly easy for me. The decisions surrounding a poker lifestyle, I always question. And, as you know from reading my previous blogs, its because I worry about money all the time. I am so paranoid and crazy about money, I don't know why. I mean, Jon always tells me I could be worse, but I don't know about that, sometimes I think he is just being nice. I believe I have gotten better about it and hopefully in the future, I will be RATIONAL. I am rational about nearly all aspects of life, yet somehow I always manage to be paranoid about finances. I will take the month of May to decide about the solo practice. Right now I am just doing per diem work, picking up small matters here and there. I do not hustle though, I am not out there, trying to get new business. Part of me wants to focus only on poker, and part of me wants to do both. It is a difficult decision for me. I guess, what will be, will be. I will see how it goes and make a decision at the end of May.

Ok, I am off to play my night session. Just wanted to leave you with this quote:

"Twenty years from now, you will be more disappointed by the you didn't do than by the ones you did do." - Mark Twain

I think this saying can be used as a great guide when making life changing decisions. Maybe that is a bit dramatic =) I think it is a very good quote.

Good money in all your games tonight!

Good money and peace,
Lucky C and Ace.